Office (Supplies)

I'm here in the office again, trying to work. My work's not really so tiring, but I get tired easily. It isn't really difficult, but I find it hard to be productive. It's something I would have been so excited about some three years ago, but now, I'm not as passionate as I wanted to be.

Maybe I lost my idealism somewhere along my journey. Have I? That's sad.

Office now is simply office. The advocacy I am in isn't running through my veins yet. Will I ever "feel" that idealism and advocacy? Or am I just lazy?

Really, I'm a lucky gal. Despite the odds and the odds, I know I'm lucky. I'm actually thankful for my life. But career is the one area where I am so weak. I hope that would change. Soon.